Tumblr's eaten my soul, and i'm just aaaaaagh-ing all over the place with stuff to accomplish before leaving, and ensuing distractions are....helpful 75 more days til my butt lands in Tokyo. Awww yeaaah.

1 more day til my speech finals for both japanese classes >_> Still gotta write my speeches aaaaagh.

So I've had a few panic attacks in the last 6 months (general crazy stress and worry setting them off fo sho), and it REALLY doesn't help that my mom's been absolutely insistent that I'm going to have one on the flight. Like, it literally doesn't help. Worrying about future panic attacks can actually contribute to future panic attacks, and while I'm not worried or concerned in the least (never been on a plane and i'm REALLY excited; mom's just flip-out city) her assurance that i'm definitely going to have a panic attack or get crazy claustrophobic (happens sometimes in very tiny elevators) is just grating on my last nerve. Then she gets all pissed if i'm like "Mom, it ain't gonna happen." "YES IT IS YOU DON'T KNOW AAAAAGH D:<"

Straight up, aaaaaaaagh real talk. The reason i've been having panic attacks is because stress level is crazy-ass high in my household holy hell.



So we're approaching the 100k. I'll do some sort of kiriban....thinger. Dunno what, we'll see when we get there A sub or goods or something or whatever

Also, you should all watch this. It's only the coolest cockatiel you'll ever see I want a bird :/


Have silly gifness



How have i never seen this before?